Give me faith (Acoustic) – Elevation Worship

I lost both of my younger siblings my sister was diagnosed with lung cancer and my brother was killed in a car accident im in tears right now

Give me Faith!!!++++♡ To trust what say!!! Your Love is great!!!++++♡ Your spirit is strong in Me!+♡ My flesh may fail but; my God you never will; fail+¿. Trust you what you say!!!++++ I give you my Life!+♡ My God you never will!+♡ Love ♡♡♡♡ God!!!++++

Lord, please, when I am in the pain, give me faith to trust what You say. Faith to trust that You're always good. Faith to trust that Your love for me is great

… WORSHIP MESSAGE FOR TODAY… ️ ♾️…

I write this with tears in my eyes and a downcast soul.. a year ago by chance I met a beautiful girl in the city, against my better judgment I pursued her even though I knew she wasn’t a Christian.. we were going past lines that we shouldn’t have so I knew we needed God if this was going to work. I asked if she’d come to church and she agreed because she wanted to support ME. At first I was overjoyed but God convicted me about this later that night. If the only reason she was going to church was for me then I’d always be standing in the way of her finding a true relationship with God for herself and may even push her further away from God by obligating her to be there because I wanted her there. I had two choices, keep her in my life and risk her never finding God for herself but I’d have the woman I wanted.. OR I could step out of the way between her and God remove myself from her life so that she would at least have a true chance at find Jesus. It was heart wrenching but I surrendered her to Jesus and thought even if I never see her on earth again a lifetime of sorrow will be worth it when I see her from across the crowd in heaven. I spent the whole rest of that year sad and praying for her salvation and that she was safe and doing alright every night. After a year of no contact at all I got a message from this girl on the lead up to Christmas, she said she didn’t want a reply but she wanted to thank me, if it wasn’t for me she might never have found her way back to church. I desperately wanted to reach out but didn’t. God reached her heart and that was enough. I spent that Christmas and February of 2022 depressed because I still couldn’t get over her. The day before returning to my home state I finally felt God release my sorrow and told me that you can go and look for a potential partner, the day after getting home I went to church for a team night.. sitting 3 rows in front of me was the girl I’d spent a year praying about. We spoke and reconnected and both of us could not contain the joy we had to see each other again. I looked like a deer in headlights the whole time talking and little did she know but she could not stop dangling her feet back and forth while we smiled and spoke. We begun seeing each other again, slowly at first then more often until one day after a movie I slipped out with the L word, I said I loved her and she said she loved me. We got closer in the months that passed and spoke of our lives together, about all the important issues and to our amazement we agreed on EVERYTHING it was actually a little annoying that we had nothing to disagree on but it was good. We felt as though we were made for each other, the left to my right. In the last few weeks I’ve noticed more and more that we really are not equally yoked she’s such a young Christian but I’m more then willing to wait for her and help her where I can in that process. What we’ve come to find though is that we really aren’t clicking as best friends, we don’t have the same interests and every time I’m with her I feel as though I’ve got to become someone else to make conversation or to make her laugh. In the same way she puts on a different mask when she’s around me then when she’s around her friends or family. It’s gotten to the point where we are realising that our lives are headed in very different directions, I want to settle down and have a family and devote my life to living for Jesus the best I can and she is still one foot in the world and one foot in the church, she wants to settle down but still wants to make her own way by herself in this world. I’ve been feeling such a distance growing between us and have tried checking in to see how we are doing but keep getting shrugged off with “nothing we’re fine” I knew we weren’t and I know I’m right because for the last day and a half she has refused to talk to me. This Thursday we will meet and talk about what’s going on but I know we are going to part ways. I’ve prayed and asked god with whatever favour or pull I have with God that he would allow me to take any heart ache or pain from her. Let me take the pain that she may experience. I genuinely mean that, I just don’t want her to hurt. I just hope she doesn’t fall away from Jesus after this. I would have loved her with my whole life I would have given her everything I could give her but God knows what’s best for us both and I believe there is someone else out there that will be a better fit I just pray that he is a good godly husband and that they are blessed with children and a happy home. I pray that they would spend their life chasing after God. For me.. I ask only that I would not curse gods name through this. I pray that if it be my destiny to never love another that at least I would have a fruitful life and bring as manny as I can to know Gods love and his good news. You are my father, and I know you love me.. and that is enough, help me to believe that God. In Jesus name amen.